Thats nice For me allmost everyone is getting on my nerves when being nearby for a longer time. Even the people I love... But nevertheless I still want them in my life and nearby me Maybe your line fits with that paradox feeling of me ^^
lol what kind of force ??? ... Well I need alot of time for my own. I can't bear anyone everyday and every hour of the day. I need time to think about stuff that goes through my mind. Dont get me wrong. I talk about this with the people I love, but sometimes I need to get things in order before I talk ^^... otherwise I can be hurtful and insensitive. For example... If I'm full of anger I rather take my time to think about it so I'm able to do a fair argument. If someone forces me to give a fast answer it will be a hard one...
Well, it's still in experimental stage. When I watch the outside world for too long, my thoughts demand attention ^^. And watching the inside world requires a big step towards awareness. It's a little harder, but I guess it's more worthy to start with that.
But I do use awareness to solve problems. I'm like: weeell, let's see, what is the problem, really? What does it consists of? And then start questioning everything about them, until the concept of problem has no substance anymore. Well, of course not that easy with everything, but it sure helps.